Hello everyone. I am a good looking guy with a decent body and very intelligent. I am here primarily to discretely explore a particular kink, and have attempted to describe what I am looking for below: I am of average size, and have an injury that sometimes reduces my erectile ability. I have learned to eroticize it, and have become conditioned to be aroused by the associated humiliation and submissiveness that it engenders. I have a fantasy of being in a discrete relationship with a highly sexed woman who accepts me as I am, as long as I support her in her efforts to seek out hung alpha men for her to submit to. She understands that my arousal is dependent on an open and truthful sexual interaction, which means openly acknowledging my inadequacies, discussing why she will need other men for sexual fulfillment, and including my shortcomings and submission as a focus of our intimate relationship. Most of the time she is sweetly condescending and teasing, cuddling with me, gently stroking me, or having me serve her used and sore sex orally while she recounts her recent experiences with her bulls. Other times she is a little more stern, dispassionately using my face to grind on, or sitting back in a chair while she orders me to lick and worship. Sometimes she may even want me to witness her couplings with her bulls, so that I see her in full submissive arousal, so that I have no illusions of my place. It turns her on to use me as a foil to enhance her experiences with dominant men, reveling in the contrast between power over me and submission to her lovers, between my sweet and loving worship of her, and the way her Bulls take full control of her body and pound her to orgasm. She likes to sometimes discuss frankly the way I differ from her lovers when we are intimate, illustrating our differing sexual roles. Outside of my kink I am a professional guy, fairly alpha and assertive, and no one would suspect that I am turned on by such things. I would need our relationship to be discrete where I feel secure that this world, and that of my professional and vanilla life would always remain separate. If you have any interest in such a relationship, please let me know, and after we talk a little more I can send pics. Oh, and I am also interested in serving a dominant couple. All the best, Shane